Tuesday, April 14, 2009

It is bad day in April

Usually in the month of April I become a kid…. getting excited about my birthday and the gifts I’d get. I know I shouldn’t be excited about gifts at this age, but the kid in me peeps out and makes my eyes wide open to look into what dad, mum and friends have got to surprise me on the special day. Well the day is special not coz I was born, but that’s one day when I get almost all I want :), people don’t mess up with me and wherever I go I’ll be met with a smile and handshake. Wow…. The whole month I’ll be hyper and excited – before my birthday awaiting the surprises and after the day cherishing those wonderful moments and gifts ;) This time already people started gifting me and I just loooooooooooooove all my gifts.

Today, it is 14th of April but I’m completely off and down. Reason-misunderstanding with my friend… I tried my level best to console and patch up with her, but of no use. She’s a person very close to my heart and life, but unfortunately she ended up the conversation saying, “Just leave me and stay away” These words keeps ringing in my ears since morning. It is really weird that when some thing bothers us and we are upset we don’t recollect all good things that happened in the past rather all bitter thoughts rush into our mind and make one feel more miserable.

Usually I don’t express much of my feelings these days, but today I couldn’t do that. I was telling or rather bugging all my other friends who ever called me today. I was a non- stop nonsense going “blah blah blah blah blah” trying to explain what happened and to make them say “Ok Aarthi it is not your mistake”. I didn’t feel like having or even do anything to distract myself. That is when blogging clicked me !!!!!!!!

Oh My Gosh… It’s been 2 months since I blogged. Why did I become so lazy? Fine this is the best time to let out everything and that is the story behind why I’m here after a period of two months.

Well to say what is happening at my end all this while…

1.Lay off is happening at work and each and every round I escape I feel myself lucky. I really can’t imagine sitting at home without work :(

2.Gazal, a friend of mine resigned her job as she’s getting married in May. I made sure I don’t cry during the farewell and embarrass myself in front of all my colleagues and boss. The end result was Yeayyy I didn’t... :)

3.Funny thing is Priya, who people (including me) thought won’t cry… was a cry baby on that day… hahaha.. she’s gonna kill me for this. Hey Priya I want to tell this to as many people as I can… hehehe.

4.Gaagi has gone to Kerala to see her parents, so till she’s back my tempo is gonna be low for sure.

5.Lost my birthday mood and excitement about gifts, still I keep saying “C’mon Aarthi cheer up”..... :)