tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53111905438081542742024-03-06T07:51:10.302+05:30Lost in UtopiaAarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.comBlogger71125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-72964701857545595752017-03-29T10:00:00.000+05:302017-03-29T19:24:44.838+05:30What it takes to be a Telugu girl in Chennai? <div class="p1">
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<span class="s1">During my school days I was only proud to have known an additional language [Telugu] and was surprised that a couple of my friends knew the language too ! I wasn’t sure why the rest didn’t know the language and was curious to know. When I enquired mom she explained that the two states [now three] were once together and during the separation we were the ones who chose to settle down here for various reasons like occupation and convenience. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">One random day at school, I was ‘bullied’ with a new word ‘<i>Golti</i>’ and I was clueless about what they even meant by that. A friend came to my rescue and handled the guys who bullied me ! I asked her what did ‘<i>Golti</i>’ mean and why do they call me that? She explained that that was the term they used to address Telugu speaking people here in Chennai. Initially as a young school going girl, I couldn't take it when my class mates differentiated me because of my mother tongue. They weren't very serious and most of us were innocent then. I had to understand that the word only sounded funny to them and made them laugh. I heard it so often that I got used it and learned to ignore it. This didn't stop me from revealing my mother tongue. For I was still proud, only to have known an additional language. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">It was only during my college days I saw the actual rivals. It was a Telugu Minority College with 50% Tamils and 50% Telugus (if I can call it that way) roughly and I was stuck in-between. The two groups stayed separate mostly and even in the way they were seated ! The ‘in-between’ candidates like me were the minority, just one or two in a class room and we had to choose between one of these groups !! Trying to balance both was my biggest challenge. I think I did it fairly well. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">When my bus mates were Tamils, they though how high-headed and dumb were these Telugus and my bench mates enquired why these Tamil’s dressing sense was so pathetic and why they hardly took money out of their pockets ! It was annoying answering such stereotypical questions from both the sides. I only saw them being self-forcefully blind !! </span></div>
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<span class="s1">The stereotypes were only growing and my explanations only convinced myself ! These two groups were nothing but ‘like’ poles of a magnet. They looked like they would fit in but beyond a point they repelled. The differentiation continued even at work but by then I got used to it and knew how to deal with it. I just laugh away.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">I have to mention that I had a good amount of open minded friends too. The friendship was more selflessly social than linguistic - how it is supposed to be. I am always fortunate and glad to have earned them. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">As much as I am a proud Telugu girl, I am a proud Chennaite too ! We celebrate both Ugadi and Tamil New Year with the same amount of enthusiasm. [Jan 1 isn’t an exception too ;) ] Pongal and Sankranthi mean the same to us. Our weddings are a mix of customs, from both Tamil Nadu and Andhra Pradesh ! We have evolved this way and we are happy living it this way. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">You call me a ‘<i>Golti</i>’ .. You call me a ‘<i>Madarasi</i>’ .. You will only see me smiling. Yes, I am a proud blend of both. </span></div>
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Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-20008020680154703372017-01-05T10:00:00.000+05:302017-01-08T10:11:09.590+05:30Bengaluru Molestation - Blame the girls for we are so used to it !<div class="p1">
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<span class="s1">Sexual abuse and being molested isn't new to any woman ! Every women I know have stories of being molested by a stranger, uncle, teacher, security guards and drivers. The only qualification you need to do so is to be a man craving to feel a woman !! Shameful !! </span></div>
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<span class="s1">Not that we got used to it over time but we learnt how to deal with it. A few of us got only brave enough to fight back, a few still shying away to even discuss about it and a few just got locked up inside the house in the name of safety !!</span></div>
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<span class="s1">To all those self-protective perverts how many more real-life examples should we quote you?</span></div>
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<span class="s1">The first time I was molested I would have been just 5-6 yrs old and the "pallu pona watchman kelavan" [toothless old man] would have been in his mid 60s !!</span></div>
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<span class="s1">Through all such incidents I only see a future where girls are much stronger both mentally and physically, that there will be a time where such mindless perverts would never dare to molest any girl even at odd lonely hours !</span></div>
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This little girl was the second child in the family, after her elder brother. Her dad passed away when she was just 2 yrs old. She didn't have the luxury to live with her mom too, who relocated looking for jobs to support her family. </div>
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A childhood without my parents is something I could never imagine ! I couldn't have started my life with such a challenge.</div>
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<b>She taught me to be independent. She taught me that one can be independent even at a very young age.</b> </div>
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This little girl was really smart and witty that she scored good ranks in her school and was the class topper. She was an all rounder, that she excelled in sports, arts and studies as well. When she finished her schooling she was given the 'Best Outgoing Student' award !!</div>
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<b>She taught me "Irrespective of what life gives you, you should give your best".</b></div>
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This little girl who passed out of the girls high school with scholarships to achieve her dream of becoming a lawyer, remained to be just a dream ! She had to choose a career suggested by her mom to help the financial crisis in the family. </div>
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At the age of 16, all I was worried about was my home work, how to convince my dad and get a bicycle and probably about the guy whom I had a crush on !</div>
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<b>She taught me to be prepared and face the unexpected with a broad smile.</b></div>
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This little girl was pushed to deal with a patriarchal society at a very young age. She fought, she gave her best and she did succeed. She became famous at a very young age.</div>
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<b>She taught me to deal with life boldly. She taught me that it is sometimes ok to let go your passion and you can still shine like a star if you work really hard.</b></div>
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This little girl's mom passed away when she was 22. With no support, at a very young age she fought all the odds in life. She fell in love with her colleague(if I can say that way) but she couldn't build a legally acceptable relationship with him. The only way she could be with her man is by following the career path he chose. Later in her life she admits that her personal life was a failure and probably if her mom was around, it could have been better. She says though she didn't have a 'perfect' personal life, she would be a mother some day.</div>
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<b>She taught me it is ok to be a failure. She taught me that you need lots of guts to accept your failures in life ! She taught me not to get stuck with your failures but to move on and explore what the world has got for you !!</b></div>
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The career path she chose wasn't again easy for a women. She didn't budge. She pushed herself to play the game where she knew she was all alone. Her man dies when she was still in her 30s !! She didn't give up the career. She was not accepted by the men around her, she was humiliated and that didn't stop her. She challenged those, that she would come back as a boss.</div>
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<b>She taught me that personal loss and humiliations shouldn't put you down. She taught me to be brave, take an oath and put them to shame who humiliate you. </b></div>
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She returned as the boss ! Success and failure didn't bother her much anymore. Even in her 40s and 50s, life had a lot of surprises for her. She faced everything with a charm and tackled all the challenges with absolutely no one's support. She put all men under her feet, who once humiliated her. She fought patriarchy like a feminist. </div>
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<b>She taught me to surprise life, when life tries to shock you. She taught me to fight harder. She taught me to face all challenges in life even after I attain success. She taught me to be a boss always.</b></div>
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During her final years, she stood tall and strong, not physically but as a leader, a woman leader ! She shocks the world with her demise all of a sudden ! What she couldn't see is millions of people who cried for her. She didn't have true friends, a good family, parents, spouse or even children. She stood all alone, only until her death ! <b>She dies as a mother. </b><br />
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December is a very important month in my calendar for various reasons..</div>
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1.Usually, It is something that marks the completion of one successful year </div>
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Well, that means a lot ! We would have fought a battle, would have had many memorable moments, met new people, made new friends, achieved something new and all those memories rush into my mind by December. Also this is the time of the year I set new goals for the upcoming year. I step in to the new year with a lot of positivity, hopes and dreams.</div>
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2. Two important occasions in the family - my dad's birthday and my wedding anniversary comes up in the first week of December. I never fail to celebrate the presence of both the men in my life.</div>
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Last year the same time, my city Chennai was flooded. It was a huge natural disaster the city had ever faced. </div>
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From <b>my narrowed view</b>, we lost power for more than 24 hrs and the telephone landlines didn't work too. We had arranged for a huge family gathering as it was Dad's 60th Birthday and we only managed to do 10% of what we planned. The photographers didn't turn up ! Only very few of the family and friends were there and another 10% reached by evening. We had to cancel the hotel party hall reservations and call each and every single person (whenever we got signals) and inform about the cancellations. I was terribly upset as I had high hopes and plans to surprise my parents on this occasion. All flights were cancelled and my sister had to stay back in the country for two more weeks. </div>
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Slowly, one after the other, friends and relatives called us back to tell us why they couldn't make it. Power resumed after 2 full days and the news channels were telecasting the devastated city, Chennai ! I couldn't recognise even my neighbourhood. My personal loss was nothing when compared to what the city was going through at that moment. We were are all dumbstruck and were totally lost looking at the pathetic condition of the city.</div>
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Not very late (the very next day), people started giving out helping hands. It just started with 2-3 people and the network grew really huge within few hours. I was getting calls from people seeking food and people who were making food in bulk for the needy. When all the roads were blocked and the only way you possibly reach even the next street is by walk, these guys were picking up the bare necessities like food, water, clothing and walked in the gutter to deliver it wherever possible. </div>
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These real life heroes include my friends, acquaintances turned friends (after the floods), school mates (whom I even failed to recognise), college mates (in the neighbouring states) and total strangers. Every single person dedicated their time and effort selflessly to help the people. Never in my life I had felt so comfortable talking to strangers around me. All I could see in their eyes were sorrow, compassion and undying spirit to gear up the city.</div>
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<li>A little girl bitten by some poisonous insect was rescued to the nearby hospital on time by a total stranger and she was saved from death ! All this while this was the kind of story I watched only in the movies !</li>
<li>A small scale businessman (volunteer) developed severe skin disease that spread all over his body, while rescuing a to-be mother at Madhuravoyal. She was stuck in her home as the roads were filled with shoulder-level dirty water. The mother and the new-born were safe at the hospital while this young chap is still dealing with the skin allergy, even after an year !!</li>
<li>A young cop at Amjikarai signal was guiding and helping female volunteers who were struggling to manage huge crowd fighting for the the food supplies. He made sure he either accompanied us to the crowded places or redirected us to the less crowded places which was much safer for the volunteers. We were glad we met a good cop in real life unlike the ones the Indian movies have majorly portrayed so far.</li>
<li>There were no rich-poor difference for once! Everyone joined hands selflessly to save lives, to feed hungry souls and help the victims in all ways possible.</li>
<li>Men and young guys without a bit of hesitation were distributing sanitary napkins, women's inner wear to all those who lost their homes and were stranded on the streets.</li>
<li>Random people (I still don't know how they got my contact number) even from Hyderabad and Bangalore were willing to transfer funds to my account to help the needy !! While I am still shocked at their gesture they apologised for not being able to be physically present at the flooded areas and help us.</li>
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<br />Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-35075145599090392112015-04-01T16:00:00.002+05:302015-04-01T16:41:17.417+05:30'Pouring Emotions' Day ! Beware !!<div style="text-align: justify;">
I was supposed to write about my trip to Singapore like 6 months ago and I remembered all about it only when I landed here to write about something else ! I am glad I am here at least once a year but feel terribly bad for my long lost passion ?!!! So now what should I write about - What I feel exactly at the moment? or What I actually wanted to register here ??? I make life sound so confusing, Isn't it? Well, why can't I talk about both, they are kind of inter related ! Might be I will make it more brief this time. Let's see at the end of this post... ;)</div>
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When you go through a good book or a novel and if you have that love for writing still left in you, you will definitely end up writing something. Be it like a blog post or just in your diary or wherever you used to do it. So I was going through one such book by Chetan Bhagat, a book that I touched after months and finished it in just 2 days and thus I am here craving to write something that I will/might enjoy reading later! </div>
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Should I call myself lazy or too busy to make myself do what I love. [Daughter cries in the middle of her A.N nap and lays her head on my lap limiting the usage of my left hand !] I wanted that external push in some means to revive my love for writing. I still remember or I am reminding myself that I wanted write a book [at least one] in this life time !!! Well, it is not an easy joke !! When I have so many excuses to write a post here, I might as well have truck load reasons to not write a book. When the passion is still there, the idea is still there and the gut still says it, I think I will do it someday :) </div>
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For now, Thank You Chetan Bhagat for the push :)</div>
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Disgusted. Angry. Irritated.</div>
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I hate coming up with excuses, be it whatever. When I don't find time for my passion then I think I have no rights to call it my 'passion' anymore. Probably it should be renamed as 'hobby' but when I give it any other name like that, it hurts !!! </div>
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How I miss this space.. I would have told that a million times here already and I would never stop saying that. The truth is I come here only on those rare days when I am done with all the work I have !!!!!! Why do I do it? Why isn't this -> my passion -> writing is as important to me as my other duties or other things I do on a daily basis? I have no answer but I feel bad for not being able to write - it might be just anything, a little joke I read, something that is happening in the neighbourhood, a little about my daughter, makeup, shopping, girlstalk, just anything... but I just don't come here anymore !!! </div>
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♥ Aarthi ♥</div>
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Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-46822171414093793842014-10-01T10:00:00.000+05:302014-10-10T19:27:33.583+05:30Planning a Trip Is Definitely Fun !<div style="text-align: justify;">
My sister and my best friend are experts in planning a trip and I always thought it is a more challenging job than what cooking was to me 5 yrs back ! It has been a while since we made an International trip and as the little one is now almost 4, we thought a trip to Singapore would entertain her. Hubby gave the responsibility to me to decide on everything regarding the trip right from hotels, flights and even places to visit. However he set an budget for the trip and I had to fit everything in the budget ! </div>
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Having no previous experience of planning a trip myself, I was totally blank. I had approached a couple of <b>travel agents</b> to send me a quote and most of them failed. Few of them couldn't get a 4 star accomodation for my budget and the rest sent a standard format they already had [Singapore 4 Days 3 Nights Package or Singapore + Malaysia Package] with them without even going through my requirements. Those mails directly went to the trash. </div>
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I googled, googled and googled and had a list of places in mind and wanted the trip to be for 7 days when the rest of the travel agents just skipped most of the places and added places of their own interest like museum, temple, etc ! These mails went to trash too. It was shocking how lazy or reluctant these travel agents were. So I decided to go on my own and it was a bold decision according to me :D</div>
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So I looked for some deals for <b>flights</b> to and fro and since we were travelling with a child we skipped budget airlines like Tiger Airways. The next best deal was with Indigo and to and fro for 3 of us it came to 45k approximately, in spite of booking it almost 30 days before the trip !</div>
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Next comes the <b>hotel booking</b>, the most challenging one. Since Singapore is a very expensive city we either had to compromise and go for budget accomodation or else we should be ready to spend 1/3rd of our entire budget on accomodation !! I was too confused so after selecting 3 hotels - 2 budget and one 4 star, hubby gave green signal to go ahead with the 4 star one. This is the best decision we would have ever made and we realized it only during our stay. Will share details in the coming posts. We decided to go ahead with <a href="http://www.tripadvisor.in/Hotel_Review-g294265-d306155-Reviews-Village_Hotel_Albert_Court_by_Far_East_Hospitality-Singapore.html">Albert Court by Far East Hospitality</a> in Bugis which was an amazing location. Just few kms away from Little India and Bugis, a shopping hub ! Yay ! The cheapest deal available was on Ibibo and we booked a room that came with break fast and free wi-fi. For 6 nights and 7 days the cost was 75 K. Phew ! But I repeat again that was the best decision made EVER :D</div>
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Since I had already decided on the places to visit all that was left was to schedule which place to visit on which days. For Eg - Sentosa tickets were expensive on weekends so we had to schedule it for weekdays and we planned to do shopping and city tour during the weekends. This way we saved on our entry tickets to various places which was again very expensive !</div>
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All was well planned and we were ready 1 day before the actual date of departure. Trip Advisor played a major role in deciding the hotel and places to be seen.</div>
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Wait for the next post on our flight journey and Day 1 experience along with few pics too :)</div>
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Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-73469875806007121532014-02-01T10:00:00.000+05:302014-03-20T19:10:04.108+05:30Reading, Writing and a Cup Of Coffee <div style="text-align: justify;">
I keep changing my routine as I can't do anything in the same pattern, same way for more than 6 months time. Well, 6 months is the maximum time I can hold on to. Though I am a full time mom and a part time blogger I follow a schedule/routine for myself and I like to work that way. So, often I change my routine to make my work more interesting. Here, by work I mean everything I do in a day - cooking, managing the kid, dropping her and picking up her from school, gardening, writing, reading, shopping, cleaning the house, re arranging things and so on. </div>
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As a recent addition to my routine I have started reading again which I am resuming after full 3 years !! As the little one grew, she does keep herself occupied for some time and I take that time to go through a nice novel or it might be even flipping the pages of a magazine. Having a little of 'my' time does give a lot of happiness and satisfaction and that little break keeps me going for the rest of the day.</div>
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Well, just find some time for yourself and don't have the same routine for a very long time. Minor adjustments to your routine can change your life totally. Try working out or even just a walk in the evening would help, try gardening or at least buy few saplings and water them everyday. Just do anything that would interest you and do some little things just for 'yourself'. Just give it a try ! Have a 'Me' time.</div>
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I am really surprised to see some obvious changes in me as I grow old - be it good or bad it just happens and we live like that - with changes within us or even around us ! When it happens to people around us, sometimes it becomes a bit hard to accept it. Have you ever felt it ? I am going through one right now.</div>
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Did you watch the movie Colombiana? If Yes do you remember Cataleya Restrepo? Ya that is the name of the lead role done by this amazing actress Zoe Saldana. I was so impressed with her character and the way it was planned and developed that if I had another daughter I would have named her 'Cataleya'. Hope my hubby is not reading this but he wouldn't be surprised as I would have watched this movie a 100 times so far ! Well coming to the naming part - not that I want my daughter to be a killer ;) but as bold and clever as Cataleya ! I totally admire her acting and loved her until yesterday..</div>
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Wikipedia says he is in a on and off relationship with Zoe Saldana... Ya Ya the Cataleya ! Sob Sob.. Am I reacting like a teenager.. Well I don't mind coz I am one ;) So I decided.. No more kids and no naming as Cataleya.. Decided !</div>
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After a really really really (Ya ! I stress !) long time today I found some time for 'myself'. When I get 'that' time to get lost in 'my' Utopia I feel really fortunate and happy. A couple of months back Preeti asked me '<i>Aarthi your makeup blog is doing really well but don't you think you have completely abandoned your 'Utopia'? </i>' I couldn't reply her but I had to accept the hard truth - '<i>Yes I did abandon this space :(</i>' </div>
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Honestly, I never thought I'll go so far away from this space :( This was a place I completely enjoyed writing, sharing and of course this is my lil diary where I pen down all what I want to. Whenever I think about 'My Utopia' I always wanted to be here and never felt bored or lazy about it. So what made me come here today is - a sweet comment from a lil friend of mine. Ipsy -You made my day ! She casually bumped into this place and fell in love with the way I write ! Ya she did ! Trust Me ! ;)</div>
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I was so happy and came back here to read all my ramblings ! It was so nice reading about myself :p Super fun I had and super happy I am. Knowing that I have a person who follows my blog and likes my crap.. well not :p I want to write more now. Hope I will [Me and My never ending promises.. sigh..]</div>
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It has been more than a year since I came here and registered [shared] anything. My kid is 1 year already and no wonder time just flew away !! When I read all the previous posts everything seems like a dream. Well let me come straight to the point and share what I feel about the recent villains in Tamil Cinema.</div>
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Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-158436424867370202010-11-08T16:48:00.005+05:302010-11-08T16:51:05.012+05:30Few UpdatesHi All,<br />
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I have enjoyed each and every minute here in my blog space along with your encouragement and support. I like to thank all of you here who have enjoyed this space as much as I did and also for your awesome response and valid suggestions. Thank you :)<br />
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I wanted to update few things here and they are<br />
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1.Wish you and your family and very happy and prosperous Diwali :) Wish this Diwali brings you all luck and all that you have wished for :)<br />
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2.As most of you know I am expecting my first kid any time soon. This 10th is my due date and God only knows when I'll get the labour pain. So after my delivery I am not sure when I can be back here. So till then I request you all to hold back and wait for sometime. Thank you.<br />
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3.As blogrolling has ceased their operation I have removed the widget from my blog. Though I remember most of your blog links I might miss few of your links. So kindly apologize and please mail me your blog links to <a href="mailto:desirenzeal@gmail.com">desirenzeal@gmail.com</a>.<br />
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Till we catch up again, Love you all and Take Care :)Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-37319159525001687082010-10-07T15:33:00.002+05:302010-10-07T15:40:10.894+05:30The Cute Lil Feel<div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Towards the end of my pregnancy !!!!!! Really excited to share all those wonderful moments [last few months]. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">When it started it was very simple and normal. As it was just 3 months after my marriage, it was too quick when I came to know that I am carrying. Got an appointment with my doctor and nothing struck me until I was lying down for my first scan. When I was peeping at the screen all I expected to see is an oval egg shaped image. [I thought it is too early to expect any human shaped figure] To my surprise what I saw was really really a tiny figure with a big head and not so proportionate body. I couldn't believe my eyes !!!!! I didnt expect this at all... and I had gone all alone for the scan. I couldn't control my tears and I think the Doc guessed it and asked "Is this your first child?" I said "Yes" showing all my teeth.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">As soon as the scanning was over, I rushed to the loo and cried for few mins. My happiness knew no bounds :) The moment I felt I have a baby inside me.... Gosh.... I tell you the best feeling anyone could ever get. [I really pity all guys for not having this option of having a kid ;)] Holding my tummy and embracing it I could not stop my tears for a while. I was glad that neither mum nor my hubby was around, else I would have just bursted out and embarrassed them. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">From then on I kept noting down everything new that happened to me or the kid. On our 6th month anniversary [if nothing exists of that sort then assume we created it for ourselves ;)] was the day I felt my baby moving inside me for the first time. I really wished my hubby could feel the same and yes he did the very next moment. Then it slowly grew by playing with the kid, talking, tickling and all fun followed :)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Having just 4 weeks to go !!!!!! I really couldn't believe that I have crossed 36 weeks already. Everything seems to be happening so quick and sturdy as if I am rushing for something :) Now baby doesn't have much space to play around in my tummy that it keeps pushing me on either side as if it is waiting to pop out any time. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">It is really God's gift that we women get this opportunity to carry a life within us !!!!! I feel blessed. :)</div>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-54545481250075997472010-08-06T12:50:00.007+05:302010-08-06T12:54:43.206+05:30Knock Knock..I think everything has happened very quickly, as if I was rushing to finish it all. When I turn back and see my spinster days.. Gosh I miss you very badly and I know I can never get back to you :(<br />
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This does not necessarily mean that I am not happy with this married life, but it is different and new and the feeling for my spinster days is kind of nostalgic. Having a lovely husband and carrying a tiny little kid – all happened in 9 months :) I am expecting my kid by this November. I feel really fortunate and blessed and all my prayers these days are for the little angel I am carrying inside me. Once again it makes me feel proud that God made me a women who gets such an awesome feeling of motherhood :)<br />
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I was really into a new world and it took very long to get back to all of you here. I am really sorry about that and I am making it a point to continue with my passion here after. Don’t know how far I will be successful but all your support will draw me back here for sure :)<br />
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I am really happy to be here and the mere thought that I am going to do what I love makes me excited and gives me a boost. I really don’t know how to express what I feel. I missed all you guys here Preeti, CU, Jaggu, Shashi, Aashi, CM-Chap. Sorry if I have missed anyone here, each one of my visitors are special to me.<br />
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Also planning to open a new blog for my recent passion for cosmetics and make up. If you get a chance do visit me there as well. Love you all :)Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-57170570738569799742010-07-03T16:15:00.004+05:302010-07-03T16:24:33.268+05:30Cosmetic Craze-2<p class="MsoNormal">I am here again after a while as a to-be ‘Makeup Addict’ !!!!!!!!</p> <p class="MsoNormal">As a sequel of my previous blog here are the updates related to my cosmetic craze ;)</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I have become a member of the IMBB – Indian Makeup and Beauty Blog where I have started blogging about beauty products that I have been using and letting people know my views on the product :) I am still in the initial phase of “<i>Detailed Reading along with Craving</i>” -trust me. Though initially my plan was to purchase products worth Rs.3000, I ended up spending Rs.1100. Not bad right ???? I have not even crossed half of what I had planned, so I told myself- “<i>Good, You are still under contro</i>l”</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Today I am here to put up a shot note on a <b>International Give Away Sale on IMBB</b> !!!! All girls are so excited as this is an International Give Away of beauty products. I am so excited jumping [not literally as I have my baby sleeping inside me – another happy news to share with you guys. This needs a separate post, so will write one soon.] This sale is to celebrate that we have reached 500 blogs in just 9 months time and I think it is worth this big celebration !!!</p> <p class="MsoNormal">All girls here, do visit the link below and try grabbing those awesome stuff listed there. </p><p class="MsoNormal">All guys here, do tell your wife, daughter, friends, girl friends and I am sure they’ll be excited too. Who would like to miss such a chance of getting awesome brands in their pockets without spending even a penny?</p> <p class="MsoNormal">The link : <a href="http://makeupandbeauty.com/500-posts-celebration-giveaway/"><b>The International Give Away on IMBB</b></a></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I think I am making the competition more tough, adding more competitors, but still hoping for a small luck to favor me : ) Wish me good luck and do visit the blog.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> You can also see my blogroll and click on ‘Makeup and Beauty’ to visit the blog whenever you would like to :)</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-71264593254508324142010-05-13T17:24:00.007+05:302010-05-20T09:52:35.113+05:30Cosmetic Craze<p>Having no work I was just ‘googling’, I actually don’t remember what I was looking for.. [These days I even forget my husband’s face!!! lol ;) Sorry Raj. I pity myself for my bad memory] Anyways I was just rambling and I ended up reading two ‘beauty and cosmetics’ blog, one stumbled upon by myself and on discussing about it with my friend she suggested the other one, helping me to kill more time.<br /><br />Initially [or just 2 days back] I was shocked and confused thinking...<br />1.How can anyone buy / afford to buy so many cosmetics?<br />I’ll say they would have <strong>at least</strong> 20-25 lip gloss, 10 foundations, 30 moisturizers, 50 brushes, 30 eye and lip liners, 10 shampoos and conditioners and list goes on and on and on.<br />2.How can anyone try so many products and yet not spoil their skin and hair?<br />3.They have been doing this for years and still have not lost interest!!!!<br />4.How their husbands don’t complain about their cosmetic craze!!!!!<br /><br />The above few are just samples [I really cant list all of those silly questions here]<br /><br />It started with a shock in my face and I ended up as an addict :( I’ll blame my superiors for not assigning me work and hence this still continues though I dont want to…<br /></p><p>My Stages of Development: </p><p>2 days back -> Yesterday -> Today :(<br />Just Looking ->Brief Reading ->Detailed Reading along with craving :(<br /><br />Now I ended up listing a few things. Yesterday there were just 4 products in my list [costing approximately Rs.2500] and today it is 6 [might be Rs.3000]. This is not in my budget for the month but given another few days I might buy at least 2 of them. [My mind voice: Guys please distract me or just give me some work]. Then I thought of my blogs and here I am.<br /><br />Hi all !!!!!! Have fun :)</p><p>P.S : Im a girl wearing just a lip gloss and kajal everyday and even during any occassion. </p>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-69187190499772826522010-02-25T12:13:00.004+05:302010-03-26T11:32:15.348+05:30Face the(of) HorrorI still remember the times I’d mention to my friends saying,<br /><br />“<em>Oh please don’t take your mustache, it might not be in trend but it is very unpleasant to see a guy without it. Actually I’d say mustache reflects a guy's manliness</em>.”<br /><br />This would have happened approximately 3-4 years back and till then I was pretty sure that I’d get married to a guy only if he had a mustache [I cant believe I said that !!!!!] Aarthi you were soo.. sooo.. I dono.. absurd.. nope it is not the perfect word. I still remember guys teasing me<br /><br />“<em>Your husband will have a muruku meesa [big curled mustache] for sure</em>.”<br /><br />Fortunately after 3 years I found this guy completely shaved [not his head though] and I still liked him.<br /><br />This guy has gone completely insane in the past few weeks. He is growing his mustache vigorously. Vigor is not in the growth [poor hubby] but only in his intention. He accepts it is not very comfortable to have it and he has no reason for growing it, might be my objection drives him the most ;)<br /><br />It has already been a month and all his friends and colleagues are teasing, pleading, shouting at him to change this new avatar as he looks like an uncle and not a 'just-married' guy. In between there are also sympathizing mails, chat and conversations and supportive words to encourage me to face this terror everyday without taking any shock.<br /><br />The pathetic thing is sometimes I don’t even recognize him when I see him at a distance or when he crosses me and I get to have a glance for a second.<br /><br />I just say to myself “<em>Oh someone new is around</em>” .<br />I was glad to know that this is definitely not an abnormality within me but even couple of his friends have shared the same experience with me.<br /><br />I’ve been trying my level best to post his pic here with the new mustache but all in vain.<br /><br />So guys pray for this co-blogger to have a strong and healthy heart for a considerable period of time.<br /><br />Soon you can see the ‘Before’ and ‘After’ pics of him and you all will get a chance to vote your choice. So be prepared to cast your vote and remember guys I’m your co-blogger. It should keep ringing in your ears while you vote. ;)<br /><br />Coming Soon….Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-89985569784419215962010-01-19T18:12:00.001+05:302010-03-09T18:40:11.319+05:30I'm Alive<p>To continue with where I stopped, my birthday went really well, would say this was one of my best birthdays ever!!!!<br /><br />The last time I blogged [April 14th] think was the last time I was really upset, after which everything till now is smooth and fine. Love u blogosphere.. :) and pity you people who read all my emotional crap and still ask me to blog more. I appreciate your guts ;) and love you all a lot.<br /><br />Though I am not very comfortable to sit next to my boss and blog, I thought I should at least start now and finish it whenever I get some time at home. Thanks to all the servers that are down and developers who are still on their way to work till which I can spend some time in this utopia. Trust me I am really happy to be here after a long while.<br /><br />This period of time- April to Jan had taught me a lot, I really mean a looooooooot. Every one of us would have heard a million times about it but only when we experience it we get the true essence and we realize it completely.<br /><br />I am talking about marriage, life partner, the new life, etc. I had to face this terrifying ‘M’ factor on December 6th of last year and I really did face it with a big smile. I had to admit that it is one of the main reasons for me to stay away from this world, my space – utopia. Almost back on routine – it is still ‘almost’ coz I haven’t started blogging with my old hyper ethusiastic mood or whatever you call it yet :( things are very new, fresh, sometimes weird, thrilling, adventurous and challenging too.<br /><br />1.No more lazy nap at mum’s place.<br />2.Responsibilities<br />3.Adjustments<br />4.Late night outings [Honestly I saw the outside world after 10 p.m only after my marriage]<br />5.Plastic smiles at everyone I see.<br /><br />Things that have not changed<br /></p><p>1.More number of elders to advice us [OMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! Yes I know I should be responsible. Yes I know I should be patient enough. But I’ve heard this a million times already so…excuse me I don’t need one Plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss]<br /></p><p>2.Still working in the same place with no change in spite of the tip they give me for my work. [Btw I just get a tip and no salary- anyone who knows my condition would agree to it ;( ]<br /></p><p>3.My longing for blogging. Yes it never dies.<br /><br />So all people out there have a great year ahead. Let me wish you all for.. ummm...<br />Ya.. starting from this year 2010<br />1.Happy New Year<br />2.Happy Birthday<br />3.Happy Sankranthi<br />4.Happy Anniversary<br />5.Happy break ups<br />6.Happy reunions<br /><br />Did I miss something???? </p><p><strong>Happy Blogging :)<br /></strong><br /></p>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-65963808048210000642009-04-14T20:27:00.004+05:302009-04-14T20:36:53.462+05:30It is bad day in April<p class="MsoBodyText">Usually in the month of April I become a kid…. getting excited about my birthday and the gifts I’d get. I know I shouldn’t be excited about gifts at this age, but the kid in me peeps out and makes my eyes wide open to look into what dad, mum and friends have got to surprise me on the special day. Well the day is special not coz I was born, but that’s one day when I get almost all I want :), people don’t mess up with me and wherever I go I’ll be met with a smile and handshake. Wow…. The whole month I’ll be hyper and excited – before my birthday awaiting the surprises and after the day cherishing those wonderful moments and gifts ;) This time already people started gifting me and I just loooooooooooooove all my gifts.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">Today, it is 14<sup>th</sup> of April but I’m completely off and down. Reason-misunderstanding with my friend… I tried my level best to console and patch up with her, but of no use. She’s a person very close to my heart and life, but unfortunately she ended up the conversation saying, “<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">Just leave me and stay away</span>” These words keeps ringing in my ears since morning. It is really weird that when some thing bothers us and we are upset we don’t recollect all good things that happened in the past rather all bitter thoughts rush into our mind and make one feel more miserable.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">Usually I don’t express much of my feelings these days, but today I couldn’t do that. I was telling or rather bugging all my other friends who ever called me today. I was a non- stop nonsense going “blah blah blah blah blah” trying to explain what happened and to make them say “Ok Aarthi it is not your mistake”. I didn’t feel like having or even do anything to distract myself. That is when blogging clicked me !!!!!!!!</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">Oh My Gosh… It’s been 2 months since I blogged. Why did I become so lazy? Fine this is the best time to let out everything and that is the story behind why I’m here after a period of two months.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">Well to say what is happening at my end all this while…</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">1.Lay off is happening at work and each and every round I escape I feel myself lucky. I really can’t imagine sitting at home without work :(</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">2.Gazal, a friend of mine resigned her job as she’s getting married in May. I made sure I don’t cry during the farewell and embarrass myself in front of all my colleagues and boss. The end result was Yeayyy I didn’t... :)</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">3.Funny thing is Priya, who people (including me) thought won’t cry… was a cry baby on that day… hahaha.. she’s gonna kill me for this. Hey Priya I want to tell this to as many people as I can… hehehe.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">4.Gaagi has gone to Kerala to see her parents, so till she’s back my tempo is gonna be low for sure.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify">5.Lost my birthday mood and excitement about gifts, still I keep saying “C’mon Aarthi cheer up”..... :)</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"> <o:p></o:p></p>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-33501681242251619982009-01-29T18:29:00.004+05:302009-01-29T18:54:12.344+05:30A day at work<p>After a long struggle I somehow managed to write this blog and you want to know between whom? It is just between me and myself. Yes, I don’t know why, I always get the time to blog with a nice subject in hand ready; I still didn’t feel like taking the pen in hand or more realistically opening the word document.<br /><br />I got a bit worried too – Did I lose interest in blogging?<br /><br />I still haven’t found the answer but I’m happy to be here for now :)<br /><br />Just like any other day I came to work and was surprised to see my friend already there. Fine you might ask me what is the surprise in it, well nothing much but she used to come 30 mins to an hr after I reach work and I was really happy for 2 reasons<br />1.Not having any pending work for the day.<br />2.I can have a small chat with my friend until my boss appears.<br /><br />Before I explain further I’d like to tell about her [my friend]. She’s Priya- as sweet and simple as her name is. She is not something extra ordinary but I have always admired her for her plus and her minus has petrified me too. I always admire people who are bold and straight forward and especially who don’t cry that often. Priya is one such person. Though she is younger than me, I’ve learnt a lot from her, to be more specific.. on how to deal things, be it personal or professional. She being the only kid at home I thought she’ll be a spoilt brat for sure and being younger than me, I could never guess that she could be really sensible.<br /><br />As a friend you have 100% freedom to point out her mistakes for which she won’t get offended at the same time she doesn’t care to bother about what others think or say (unless you are her friend) if she feels it is not her mistake. A very helpful, caring and most supportive friend any one would ever get. When I’m really upset a small chat with her will make me feel better for the whole day, so that I really don’t think about it again. I have never seen her dull or never felt she’s boring for that she’ll always have something interesting to share!!!! In simple a very energetic, smart and pretty girl.<br /><br />Now don’t predict that something went seriously wrong with such a sweet person… Nope.<br /><br />Coming back to the current day…. Yes I was happy as I saw her early at work. I just switched my PC on and rushed to her with a broad smile (which I later realized need not have been that broad) saying ‘Hi’, the next thing she said was not really that pleasant because I saw tears in her eyes for the first time and she said “My dog passed away.....” When I heard it for the first time I really didn’t understand the impact like many of you who read this. All that was bothering me was..... she was crying, a person who doesn’t cry that easily. I tried to console her after she explained me how it happened and tried to divert her a bit talking about shopping, movies and other similar things that is of common interest to both of us.<br /><br />Later the same day during a chat with her close friend I found her doggy was more like a sibling to her (as she doesn’t have one) and her absence will affect her a lot. Only then it struck me, yaa… she mentions every now and then about her pet. It made me think for a while… how terrible it’ll be for her to go back home and to not find her in her usual place.<br /><br />OMG …<br /><br />Fine, I told myself I’ll make sure that I keep talking some nonsense so that she’ll get distracted. I opened gtalk to ping her ....................... </p><p>Her status message startled me ................. made my eyes wet ............ and it took a while for me to forget those lines. </p><p>It said, <strong><em>“ You are still my first love”</em></strong> </p><p>Note:<br />1. This is my quickest blog.<br />2. Priya sorry if I reminded you about her... but you asked for my next blog, so here it is :)</p>Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-19597751457412014332008-11-20T17:47:00.002+05:302008-11-20T17:55:14.697+05:30Terrifying ‘M’ FactorI’d say something that irritates me the most next to driving in Chennai roads will be this ‘M’ factor. Well, it will be easy for anyone (or at least for the people of my age group) to guess what this ‘M’ factor is all about… for the rest let me say it is this terrifying ‘M’ ‘M’ ‘M’ ‘M’ ‘Marriage’.<br /><br />If you hate me to the core (or) you are too jealous of me being happy and smiling all the time (or) you just feel like irritating me, all you have to do is just say that word to me… but make sure the very next second you vanish away from my sight or else I’d guarantee that you can find our names in Newspaper the next day for you being killed and me becoming the murderer.<br /><br />I’m so damn frustrated with everyone around me talking about it all the time....Grrrrrr<br />The concept of “Arranged Marriage” (as my Sydney friends stress those words within quotes) sounds really weird and makes me think is so absurd.<br />Step 1: X and Y meet<br />Step 2: Exchange looks and smiles<br />Step 3: Talk for a max of 30 mins<br />Step 4: Parents say ‘Yes’ as they like the family and astrologer says they make a great pair.<br />Step 5: Decide the life partner in less than a month.<br />Though this process has proved to be surprisingly successful…I still can’t accept it.<br /><br />All of a sudden from no where comes my aunt’s sister’s husband’s brother’s wife’s mom who would have met me a couple of times (that too unwillingly), will pour so much of love on me that she keeps bugging my parents about why haven’t they got me married to anyone!!!!!! [She would not even remember my name properly, confusing it with my sister’s name often.] I’ll then carry a broad smile with sooooooo-sweet-of-you-aunty look in my face and I let only my mind speak “<em>Why the hell are you bothered about me now</em>?” This will eventually make my parents worry for a week or two, thinking they skipped to perform their duty as parents, blah blah blah….<br /><br />Hallo, What is the big deal here? I still have time or I <strong>need</strong> time. Now don’t ask me ‘How long?’ When my parents still feel that I’m not grown up enough to drive a car myself, don’t you think I’m too young for this ‘M’ stuff ;) My dad calls this a ‘Clever stupid logic’ but yaaa I can’t do something or pretend to like something when I don’t really believe or agree to it. This is going to be my future and 2nd half of my life, I really can’t rush and decide something but my parents can’t wait. :(<br /><br />This life as a single is so much fun-filled, why would anyone like to take risk or gamble in life? Don’t you agree guys and girls????Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-61264263170609481512008-10-28T22:58:00.003+05:302008-10-28T23:15:22.991+05:30Tagged(9)-Jus a casual one..RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.<br />[<strong>I don’t dislike any, so I’m not replacing any question</strong>]<br /><br />RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.<br />[<strong>I was tagged by m.flowerr</strong>]<br /><br />Continue this game by sending it to other people.<br /><br />1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?<br />Wait for time to heal all the pain and try my level best not to get cheated again.<br /><br />2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?<br />Have a trouble free and peaceful life [which is impossible] :)<br /><br />3. Why do you blog?<br />I love writing and reading. Got a couple of friends here too, which was actually a surprise gift :)<br /><br />4. Will you fall in love with your best friend?<br />Why not?<br /><br />5. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?<br />Being loved by someone ofcourse.<br /><br />6. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?<br />I don’t mind waiting if his love for me is true and unconditional.<br /><br />7. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?<br />Of course be happy.<br /><br />8. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?<br />Child Labour<br /><br />9. What takes you down the fastest?<br />Lie and Betrayal.<br /><br />10. What resurrects you the fastest?<br />Friends and their support.<br /><br />11. What’s your fear?<br />Separation ……<br /><br />12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?<br />Sweet, Simple and Sensible.<br /><br />13. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?<br />Money and Marriage...both doesn’t matter me much. :)<br /><br />14. What’s the purpose of such Tags?<br />To know each other better.<br /><br />15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously whom will you pick?<br />Pls, I wish it doesn’t happen.<br /><br />16. Would you give all in a relationship?<br />I might.<br /><br />17. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?<br />I might forgive, but definitely not forget.<br /><br />18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?<br />Currently, single.<br /><br />19. Who/what inspired you to start blogging?<br />Nothing but the interest in me :)<br /><br />20. Tag 6 people.<br />Sandhya, Aashi, Shashi, xh, Jaggu, SindhuAarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5311190543808154274.post-67734026409320261452008-09-06T14:34:00.003+05:302008-09-06T14:46:40.978+05:30I Miss Her....Separation shatters me down…<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">First it was my sis....</span><br /><br />When she rang up and said “<em>Hey I’ll be coming to India and be staying there for 2 months</em>” I was like “<em>What the Hell…Why such a long stay</em>?” …but now it seems like ‘<strong>just</strong>’ 2 months…:( Already all the fun, joy, laughs vanished and the house is empty again without her. Can you even believe that this was the first time I felt that I miss her!!! Though we stay together only occasionally these days…I had always felt it is better that we stay away to save the house being transformed in to a war field and all spoons and forks being turned to be the proud swords and cannons.<br /><br />This time there was no much war, might be that is reason behind this ‘I miss her’ story. I really don’t know whether it is our parents who failed to build that bond between us (or) as the elder one I should have made it strong and should have been holding on to it (or) is it my misconception that she never loved me and hence I didn’t love her (or) vice-versa.<br /><br />I miss her…truly…for the very first time. She said she’ll be back this December again…<br />Waiting for her…for her laughs and pranks to fill the house back with her noise. She doesn’t read my blog and after writing this I don’t think I’ll even let her know my blog link , though she’s my sis I think I feel a bit odd or even shy to say ‘I Love You’ to her.<br /><br />During this wait for my sis, the next separation happened…<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">It was followed by Gaagi…<br /></span><br />She was a colleague, then friend now I could say my mother…<br /><br />“<em>Gaagiiiiiii</em>” I used to drag her name and she’ll know I’m going to ask her for something…<br />“<em>Ya tell me…What is it now</em>?”<br />“<em>Can you get me my brush and paste pleaseeeeeee</em>”<br />“<em>Gaagiiiiiii water pleaseeeeeee</em>”<br />“<em>Gaagiiiiiiiiii can you feed me pleaseeeeeee</em>”<br />“<em>Gaagiiiiiiiiiiiii tell me some bed time stories pleaseeeeee</em>”<br />"<em>Gaagiiiiii tell me do I look fat in this dress for one last time</em>" [I would ask that for the 100th time...]<br /><br />I absolutely become her child and this list goes on & on & on & on…<br /><br />She left home for a weeks time. It is not even a day since she left and I already feel completely lonely. Technology transmits sound, images, etc across borders, I think the next should be the sense of touch…I really don’t know how I slept yesterday without her pat. This is so terrible and for the first time I wish I had work even on weekends.<br /><br />Separation, be it temporary or permanent is the most unbearable thing according to me.Aarthihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17067767942662197538noreply@blogger.com19